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Tuesday, December 25th, 2001
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2:27 pm - It's been so long, ahar!
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Well, wow, it's been quite a while since I've last posted. I've been so busy lately, ah. Well, allow me to fill you in on what's been going on lately. I'm with Robyn, the girl I used to like before. She's my first girlfriend, and we just recently (12.23.01) got together, and I'm so happy. She's my FIRST girlfriend. And she's the first person I can say that I've been with who I actually LIKE. :D She's so amazing to me. And last night, I stayed up until 1:00 in the morning writing her a note that explains how I feel about her, our relationship, etc. I might give it to her today, but there's still some things that I want to add to it yet. She's comming over around 5:00. I can't wait until I get to see her. :) I guess Elise is really sick. She has the flu or something, that sucks. :\
Hm, I'm also going to be switching to night school at the end of this semester. Some how I think it'll be easier for me. Considering me and school don't get along very well. :T Hrmph. Well, anywho, I hope that everyone is having a safe, and wonderful Christmas. Take care, I'll post more later<3 :)
current mood:  grateful
current music: DJ Rap: Fuck with your head.
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| Monday, December 10th, 2001
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10:49 pm - Fucktards at school.. ARGH!@#
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Ahem. Yeah, today at school, everyone was called down to the rescource center at 3rd block, to have a discussion about "suicide" and everything.. A speaker was even there and stuff.. And you know, after the thing, people were making fun of it and shit, like it was funny.. I wanted to slap about 15 people for saying the most ignorant shit I've ever heard in my entire life. Suicide is nothing to joke around about. I mean, how old are we, honestly? 5? Jesus Christ. GOD, people like that piss me off to no end. Anyways.. Debbie body slammed me last night. G'damn, dude. She like, seriously SLAMMED me on the ground. Well, on the grass.. But still, lol. It hurt like a biatch. I landed right on my ribs, too.. :( Damn her. It's ok though.. I told her I'm a lover, not a fighter, lol. She was like "Yeah, whatever, I still beat your ass." But whatEV! :P !
Take the Online BULLSHIT fucktard tests:
How good are you in bed test by dr jo0lie
Erm, whatever that means. RAWR! I'm a good sex person I guess, lol. Considering I'm a virgin and all. But still, it's all buttah babeh!@# :D That boosted my confidence up a couple of points. Pathetic, isn't it? Lol. Bah. Hrm. No work for me tomorrow! I'm so happie<3 *Dances* Aha. Okie, I think I'm gonna go now. Byes<3
current mood: mellow
current music: Faith Evans: You get's no love.
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| Friday, December 7th, 2001
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1:14 pm - Blah fucking blah, fucking blah.
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Okay, what's up? Today I get to go to work. Yay. Melissa will be there, she's a trip! So it'll be fun. Aha. Ladeda. My Brother is home. WHY?! Go to school, jackass. :D Elise is mad at me. For what? I don't know. We were in art class, and she totally ruined my Calvin picture that I drew. She smeared black paint all over it. But yet, I get the attitude from her. DIE! :\ Friggen A. Last night was so fun with Debbie though. I hope we hang out again tonight. :) Reow. Hmph. I should probably do laundry before work, no? Yes, no. NO! :D Do0d, I'm so hyper. I'm high on life. Yes, that must be it. Doops. I never write entries that have any meaning.. Ugh. I'll have to think of a good entry tonight.
current mood:  lazy
current music: Toya: I do.
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1:17 am - What in the glorious FUCK am I doing online right now..
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Ok, so yeah. Today was a good day. Elise let me grap her boobs. LOL. Ah, geez. And uh, demonstrating how she moans to porn music. Don't ask! Pish. She's such a dork. But I gotta wuv her<3 BoOya! Mhm. Anywho, school and work tomorrow is going to suck. I so sleepie. :\ But yeah. I dunno. I'm bored, so it all goes together. It blends, maaannn!!! Aha. I'm going to the Creed concert on February 11th. And Puddle of Mudd is going to be there too. :D Yipee. *Happy*. :P Yup yup yup. I'm going with Katie, Debbie, and Neil. Went up to Burger King, stole an ash tray. They were colored gold. Debbies like: "Do you think that's real gold?" I'm like: "Yeah, Debbie, a gold fucking ash tray in fucking Burger King, you cracked assed whore." Lol. I was kidding though. I'm not that mean. Shhh. Then, we hit up the grocery store for some energy drinks. Raha. I asked Debbie if she felt weird around me at all.. I had to make sure. She told me no. We also took my car through this car washing place.. TWICE. 'Cause my car was really dirty. Gotta get rid of the dirt. Grrr @ evil dirt. >:P Fear me!@# Ok, I'm done. Going to bed now. 'Night.
current mood:  energetic
current music: DJ Rap is so fucking hot.
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| Wednesday, December 5th, 2001
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12:06 am - Just one more thing...
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Man, FUCK that!@#
Okay, I'm done now. Had to get that out there. Okay, good night<3 :]
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| Tuesday, December 4th, 2001
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11:36 pm - You ain't keepin' it rrreeeaaaLLL!@#!@#
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Well, tonight, was a break-through night for me. I came out to 4 people. 2 of which were my friends. It was great. Me, Elise, and Debbie, went back up to Burger King cause me and Elise both needed to get our schedules. And Melissa was out there with Brian. (2 other people we work with). Anyway, Melissa some-how got on the topic that she was bisexual. And I just stepped up and said: "Oh yeah? That's cool. So am I!" And she's like "Oh my God, really?!" And she gave me a hug. Elise and Debbie just stood there like "What the?!" Lol. I gave her a hug too. And she said "You're the only bi person I know who works here" and smiled. I didn't tell them I was a full-out lesbian. But, I mean, it was a step for me. And a big one at that. Then when Elise, Debbie, and I got in the car. I told them. And they had no problem with it at all. I said to Debbie: "You know, I was scared to tell you guys, because I didn't want you to get all freaked out". She was like "Don't worry! I still love you!" Lol. Debbie is the best<3 And Elise, well.. She gave me a kiss tonight? Lol. She's like "I'm telling you, I'm going to kiss you". I'm like "Okay...". First she kissed Debbie, then me. It felt quite awkard. Because we're strictly FRIENDS. And I'd NEVER like Elise like THAT. But, it was cool. Aha. Geebus. Anywho, since all these other trend setters were doing it, I did it too:
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Lol. That is so me, too. I'm too good to the people I know. *Sigh*. Lol. Really though, I'm like everyones buddie. I love everyone. Except for mean people. Mean people suck. That's my quote. :D Hm. I dunno. I told myself this morning, when I woke up for school, that I'd go to bed early, right when I got home. And did that happen? Nupe. Damn me. I'll be regreting it in the morning. Tomorrow, me, Elise, Debbie, and Ashlie are going to Canada. Cause Ashlie wants to get her nipples pierced. That will be entertaining to watch. I probably won't go in the room. I'd be all nervous. *Cries* I'm a dork. I get all weird like when I'm around people and their.. Body parts. Probably cause I'm shy like that? Ack. Hell, I'll probably be a virgin my whole life. Lol. I really wouldn't be surprised. :P I'll just be a nun, or something like that. Heh. Oh well, I need to get going to bed. Buh-Byes. :D
current mood: optimistic
current music: DJ Rap: Digable bass.
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| Monday, December 3rd, 2001
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6:20 pm - I can't believe life is so complex, when I just wanna sit here and watch you undress.
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Well, so far it's been an un-eventful day. Pish!@# I've done nothing. Hehe. Haha. Hoho. Wait, no, I take that back. I kinda cleaned my room. Yipee!@# Yay, rah. Doot, doot, doot. I dunno. Eh, yeah. I didn't go to school, cause I didn't feel like it, so there. :D My Dad was pissed. But ya know WHAT?! Oh well. So was Elise. She called me stupid and blah, blah. I was like "Ok, Mother". Geez. People need to realize I'm not a 5 year old? Gruff. Ladeda. Hm. I'm drinking coke. Caffine buZZ! :D Bah, I don't think my Dad has the heat up high enough either? I mean geez, it's only about 90 damn degrees in my room. :P Okie, well I'm going to get going now. Byes. :)
current mood: satisfied
current music: PJ Harvey: This is love.
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| Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
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9:50 pm - Netmeeting people are weird. Lol.
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Uhm, yeah. I got my webcam up today. I'll post some pictures in a minute. I went on net-meeting. Gosh, alot of people on there are weird. Or just plain horny? I don't think I'll be using that again anytime soon. This one guy asked me for my number, and I told him "No, but maybe I'll give it to your sister.." Lol. I was just kidding though. I love freaking people out like that. :D Ahem. Elise was just over, we watched this one movie with Freddie Prinze Junior. *Gag*. Aha. It's all good though. I didn't really pay attention to the movie. I get too hyper. I can't sit still for too long, ya know. Heh. :P Anyways, like my new lay-out? I did a "Calvin" theme. :D I<3Calvin&Hobbes. Rah-ha!@# Okie, here's my pictures. Isn't my kittie cuuute?! :]
Aha. All done. I need to take some pictures of my room. Er, messy room.. :X Shhh. Don't tell. :P Hm. I dunno. Not much to write about. Oh yeah, they caught who stole Elise's cell phone. Tisk, tisk, tisk. And that's all I have to say about THAT! I guess she's going to be fired. She's going to have to pay for her cell phone, and whatever else. Oh, the $10.00 taken out of her purse, too. Stupid people *Shakes head*. It's a shame, really, it is. :\ Can't trust alot of people now-a-days, ya know. Pish. Ok, well I'm going to get going. Write more later. Ok? ByE!@#<3
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Silverchair: Emotion sickness.
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1:04 am - I'd love to love you, but I'm doomed, you're an angel.
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Yo, yo, yo, hommies. Wiggah! Ahem. Now that I got that out of my system.. I don't even know why I'm awake right now. I'm sleepie. :) Wheee. And happy. :D Be happy for me, k? :P I just got home a few moments ago. It was a long night. -Sigh- After we got home from going out with my Dad and Kathy. We met Robyn, Stephanie, and Nicole up on Gratiot and talked to them for a bit. And I was on my cell with Katie and Debbie and Robyn ended up cussing out Debbie and Katie. And UGH, it was a mess. And I felt bad.. But oh well. I hate being stuck in the middle of all this.. I'm not mad at anyone, and everyone else is pissed at someone. Gruff. It's ok though. I'll fix it. And you know what?! I won a FRISBEE at the Mongolian Barbeque!! Aha. I guessed some trivia answer right and the dude gave me one. I was so proud of myself. :D Hehe. I'm a dork like that, so you know. :P ! Anywho. I dunno. I think I'm going to re-do my journal tomorrow and make it look purty. :D Ok, night night!@# :]
current mood:  intimidated
current music: DJ Rap: Good to be alive. :D
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| Saturday, December 1st, 2001
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11:56 am - You know what? Never fucking mind.
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Hm, last night, I laid in my bed and tried to think of something to post. I had a million and one things going on in my head, but now I can't remember any of them. Tonight I have to go out with Kathy, My Dad, and her Son to dinner. God damnit. Oh well. Elise is comming with me, so it'll go by faster. Aha. Hm. It was still funny last night. Marlisha was all telling Elise "Giiirrrlll, you need to whoop some ass. Just go up to 'em and say 'Hey, I wanna holla atchya', then POW, knock the shit outta 'em". ROFL. It's weird. They have a Melissa, Marissa, and Marlisha there. They confuse all of us. They confuse me with Elise too.
Hm, what else. Oh yeah. Nevermind, I forgot. I made it a goal of mine to see Garbage in concert. Since they never come to the U.S. It's going to be farely hard, but I'll do it. Bands I want to see in concert: Bush, Sum 41, Jimmy eat world, No Doubt, Smashing Pumpkins (broke up), The suicide machines. And I think that should do it. Oh, can't forget Britney Spears. Lol. Oh, I want to see Madonna too. She's awesome. :D My cat is stoned. I am so hooking my webcam up tonight and taking pictures.
I think I annoy people too much. I think I push them away. And then I feel confused. And stupid. And wonder what I could have done to prevent it. And wonder what I did wrong. Maybe it isn't even me. Maybe it's the people I talk to. Maybe I shouldn't even care this much. Oh well. I think I'm going to go get ready for the fun-filled day I'm in for. Lol. Bye.
current mood:  rejected
current music: DJ Rap: Good to be alive.
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| Friday, November 30th, 2001
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9:25 pm - I hate: A list of things I hate about, well, ya know, me.
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I HATE: The way I try to impress people too much. The way I am. The fact that I'm not out-going. The way I allow people to intimidate me. The way I don't stand up for myself. The way I can't say "no" when people put me on the spot. The way I take things too personally. The way I'm hyper-sensitive. The way I feel when I wake up in the morning. The way I act around someone I like. The way I say the most ignorant things. The way I feel bad over nothing. The way I allow other people to control me and take advantage of me. The way I'm submissive. The way I get paranoid. The way I feel abandoned. The way I get down on myself. The way I doubt myself. The way I always give a helping hand, and get nothing in return. The way I feel when someone is mad at me. The way I fuck up everything. The way I feel when I do something wrong. The way I feel when I'm heart-broken. The way I think of myself. The way shit gets to me. The way I throw myself into depression over stupid people. The way I bring things upon myself. The way I'm stupid. The way I seem to fail at nearly anything and everything. The way I care too much. The way I think negatively. The way I'm not expressive of my thoughts or feelings. The way I won't let people know I care. The way I can't stand myself.
Ok, that felt extremely good to get out of my system. I'll probably think of tons more later. Here's the sad thing: I'd never be able to make a list one tenth that size saying positive things about myself. I think that's a bad thing. And this was supposed to be a good night. Well, fuck me.
current mood:  numb
current music: My Brother being an ass.
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9:03 pm - "Two wrongs don't make a right.."
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Well, so far, tonight pretty much sucked? I just got off work. Me and Elise had the same shift. We got off at 8:00. Well, when Elise went to go get her purse from out of the back lockers, she noticed that her cell phone and $10.00 was missing. And the funny thing is, is they have camera's in the back rooms where the lockers are. So, whoever did it, will be caught. Aha. So I have to go with her tomorrow when one of the managers are there to see the video tape. She said she's gonna kick whoevers ass stole her stuff. So, yay. Entertainment for me. She called the cops from our work and they came up there. So did Robyn, Angel, and Nicole. They were going out and wanted me to come. But I told them I wasn't "feeling well". So I didn't go. Aha. :D Anywho, I decided that I'm never going to get drunk again. It sucks. It's not my thing. And yup. Ok, I'll go now.
current mood:  cranky
current music: Nirvana: Lithium.
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| Thursday, November 29th, 2001
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9:14 pm - It makes no sense at all..
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Hm, so today was okay. I skipped out of school early. And blah, blah. I really need to stop doing that. I'm talking to Lindsey right now. I'm glad we're starting to talk more now.. :) Doot, doot, doot. I had to go to a dog training thing tonight.. It was like a Cemenar type thing? It was cool. Elise went with me. I got home shortly ago. I hung out with Katie earlier today, too. She burnt me the new Blink-182 CD. That was so nicie of her<3 :) So, then I burnt her a CD, lol. We're weird kids. Oh well..
"Am I strung out, crazy, or not allowed.. To be the one who get's stupid over you?"
-Sigh- Yeah. Anyways, I just talked to Katie a few minutes ago, and me, her, and Neil are going to go over Dana's house again to drink. Fun. I can't wait. HOORAH! BoOm. I love my doggie. I just thought of that for some unknown apparent reason. Am I redundant? Bah. Uh, ok, earlier at Farmer Jacks today (grocery store), this like.. 40 year old woman kept on staring at me? I was like.. "Ok, heh, eh?!" She was the cashier woman thingy at those "Express Yourself" type things. You know, where you ring up your own groceries. I just smiled and.. Left. Lol.
I'm not about that. Eck. Hm. Elise wants me to go with her, Robyn, and Nicole tomorrow. But I think I'm just going to have a "chill" night, and stay home. Rent a couple of movies, talk to people online, spark up the incents, and relax. Stay in my jammies and soak up the mellow vibes. Far out maaannn. Aha. :D Then, I have the whole weekend off.. *Snicker* Gotta figure out something to do. WoOp! I miss you. :\ Ok, I think I'm done now. Bye. :T
current mood: drained
current music: Blink-182: Carousel.
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| Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
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10:41 pm - Ho, ho, ho. I want to be Santa. :(
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Hey, hi there, hello there. I'm finally talking to Lindsey. My best friend. Well, ex-best friend of 3 years. We kinda lost touch ever since I started going to my new school. But, it's good to be talking to her. :) She's obsessed with Nsync. Makes me wanna !@#!@#. But, that's ok. She's still cool. Hm, work sucked today. Yay. I swear to God I don't know if I can take the people there much longer!@# I like some of the people there. Alot of them are nice, but then there's the typical assholes. So, all I have to say is <^> to them. :D Anyways. I wrote a poem for my creative writing class. I'm thinking about submitting it. But, it's kind of a dead give away that I'm not straight? And I'm not exactly ready to "come out" yet, so. I don't know. Here:
You liked me as a child, or atleast you would pretend,
You tried to be my Father, but acted like a friend,
And now that I am older, the lies start sinking in,
Around the vicious circle; that always seems to spin.
You never stopped to wonder what was wrong inside,
You never understood why I'd always try to hide.
But all of its been worth it, when I won't see your face.
And never have to worry about being in first place.
'Cause you never stopped to question why I was so shy,
And never found the answers that made you ask me why,
We never were the same, we never thought alike,
Cause Daddy's little angel, was really Daddy's little dyke.
Woohoo. Ok, I'm done. Anywho, I met the girl who had sex with Robyn. Stephanie. It's a long story. I was like "wow, I met a bisexual". Cause, I don't really know anyone here who IS like that? So I was happy. Lol. But, uh, yeah. That was like 2 days ago. When we were at the mall doing Christmas shopping, yet AGAIN for Elise. Grrr. Ok, well, I know that didn't make sense, but it's all good. :D !
current mood:  contemplative
current music: The sound of IM's?
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| Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
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7:32 pm - Madonna rocks your socks.
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Ok, I felt like posting for some odd reason. Maybe the boredum is getting to me. Yeah, that's probably it. So far today, I've: Cleaned my room. Yelled at my Brother. Left with Elise. And watched "The Cable Guy". Har. I heart that movie. Gruff. Shit is really getting to me. And it's pissing me off. But, it's ok. I'll get over it. I always do. :) Learn to love it. Right? Ok then. Yesterday in 3rd block. Lauren was in there. And you know, I'm so over her. She's still a great person. But I'm just over it. She has a boyfriend, who she is obviously happy with. They've been together for like, 3 years.. And are planning on getting married. It's ok, too. I don't even care anymore. You can't spend your time liking someone who you'll never have a chance with. Been there, done that. Sometimes I still do it. But hell, I just have to rationalize. And deal with it. Like, it'll hit me in an instant, and I'll realize "Duh, she's straight". But whatever. I'll find someone. Right? Right right. Some day. But that doesn't really do much for me now. So, yup. Life's a bitch, and then it has puppies.
I mean Jesus Christ. I'm so tired. My heart, mind, body, soul is tired of it. Waking up, and having what to look forward to? Nothing. School, work, friends. Whoopie. Anyways, ENOUGH with the bitching. Today, I was wearing my hoodie all day today. I wouldn't take my hood off my head. My friend told me I looked like an eskimo. I WAS PROUD OF IT THOUGH. Damn straight. Aha. :D Gotta love it. Ok, I'm done.
current mood: crushed
current music: Madonna: Vogue.
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| Saturday, November 24th, 2001
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12:12 pm - I hate mean people. Mean people suck.
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Last night, I drank so much.. And it SUCKED. I will never do that again. Instead of going with Elise and Robyn.. I went with Debbie, Don, Dana, and Katie, and drank at Dana's house. Oh my God. When I got home, I felt so sick. I had a huge assed headache. But, there's a longer story to all of this.. This is how it started: Me, Debbie, and Elise were hanging out. At 5:00, Elise had to go babysit. So, me and Debbie went over to Katies house just so say hi, and stuff. Her boyfriend, Neil was there. He's cool.
Neil soon left to hang out with his friends, and we were still at Katies house. Then, I drove us over to Don's house cause he's 21, and can buy alcohol. Right after I dropped them off at the Liquor store, Dana calls Katie. Katie tells her that they bought a ton of alcohol, and wanted to know if the few of us could go over there to drink. She said yeah. (Her Dad doesn't really care).
So, then I'm like "Hey, shouldn't I call Elise and tell her she can come, too?" Cause I had made plas with Elise earlier. Katie doesn't like Elise too much, so she said not to. Later on at Dana's house, while we're all drinking. Elise calls KATIE'S cell phone, and is all "Let me talk to Marissa!@#" And blah, blah, blah. I'm like "OK, we're not in a relationship here". Debbie is like "What? Are you MARRIED to her or something?". I started busting out laughing. Anyways, I finally talk to her, and she gets all pissy with me and junk.. And I'm like "Look, ok, I tried to get them to let you come, but neither Dana or Katie thinks you like them". And she's like "WELL I DON'T" And I'm like "Well there's the problem". And she's just all like "Whatever Marissa. We had plans tonight, so when you get your shit straight, call me".
And she HUNG UP ON ME. What the HELL? I even apologized like a million times after that. I called her back and said "sorry" even after she hung up on me. And she was with Robyn at the time anyways. Then, after I left Dana's with Debbie. I was so drunk, I felt like shit. I was surprised I could drive. We went over Robyns house cause her and Elise were there. And I gave them a 40 of Labatts and 2 Mikes. (That was my attempt at saying "I'm sorry".. ;x) But she was still pissy with me. Robyn was too. She's like "WHY'D YOU DRIVE?!" Blah, blah, blah. All lecturing me and shit. Cause I'm not a big drinker like them. I don't do it every weekened. But here's the best part. Robyn wants me to go with her and Elise tonight, and get drunk over at her boyfriends house. OK, no. I'll have like one thing. That's about it. Taha. Anyways, that's my story for the day.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Paula Abdule: Forever your girl.
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| Friday, November 23rd, 2001
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11:25 am - On my kness designed, on my knees for you<3
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G'morning! I'm just about set to get ready to leave. Poop. I don't really feel like going out now. I didn't go to bed until 3:00 AM, and I woke up at like 10:30. :\ Sucks!@# Oh well. I need to get out of here anyways. When I'm home for too long, I feel like I'm starting to suffocate. :D Yay. And, also.. SOMEONE, ahem. I won't mention any names.. ;x Hasn't givin me "daily hugs and kisses" in a while.. ;x I just jokin' witchya<3 wErd. And yeah.. Anywho, my Dad is still home.. LEAVE!! :x He's getting on my nerves. All tryin' to talk to me and shit.. It's like "Yeah, okie buddie". He never tries to talk to me, so. Well, I need to start getting ready so the cleaning lady won't get all pissy with me.. ;x I'm gone, bye. :P
current mood: worried
current music: Silverchair: Ana's song.
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2:07 am - I don't want anybody else, when I think about you I touch myself.. :X
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I just got back from dropping Debbie off. We were watching "Ten things I hate about you". I love that movie. Tis a good one. Yes. Elise had to leave early 'cause her Mom was being a mean pie. I call everyone a "mean pie" when they're being mean, so. Yeah! Hrm. I'm not even tired yet. Can ya believe it?! I have to wake up kinda early tomorrow though.. Cause I'm going with Debbie to the mall and stuff. I hate malls. :\ Elise wants me to go with her and Robyn over to Angels house to drink tomorrow, also.. Eh, I don't really want to. And knowing Robyn.. She, most likely, won't call Elise, and we won't end up going anyways. Crack head.. :X Lalala. I'm bored. Nothing to do. :[ Frbwap!@# K, BYE!
current mood: cold
current music: The Divinyls: I touch myself.
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| Thursday, November 22nd, 2001
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11:51 am - Happy Thanksgiving!
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Ah, I love Thanks Giving. It just makes me feel all gushy and stuff. :) I think I feel that way, because when I was a little kid, I'd always think "YAY, Thanksgiving is right by Christmas.. CHRISTMAS!!" And stuff like that. I think every little kid is like that though. Dun dun dun. I have to go take a shower soon here. It's the only thing that'll wake me feel woken up. I was thinking last night. I really am a weird kid. Every night, I have to sleep with my fan running.. Even if it's in the dead of winter.. The fan has to be on. 'Cause my Brother, he's hard of hearing.. And he tends to blast the volume out of the TV. So, I started turning on my fan to drown out some of the noise.. That started about a year and a half ago. And I've been doing it ever since. Even when it's quiet in my house. I'll need it on. I'm a WEIRDO! Bleh. Well, ok, I need to go get ready now. Yipee. Bye<3 !
current mood: ecstatic
current music: Sum 41: In too deep.
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| Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
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10:19 pm - Lyrics I like!@# Don't make fun of me, cause, yeah.. Just don't.. :(
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"You could be my someone.
You could be my sea.
Know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene.
I wonder what you're doing.
Imagine where you are.
There's oceans in-between us, but that's not very far.."
--Puddle of Mudd: Blurry.
"I'm taking a breather, baby.
From sitting on pins, waiting for my sky to fall.
I'm taking up giving in..
Here's the wheel, I'm putting my feet up.
Take another look at me, baby.
Today I'm taking on cotastrophe.
I'd rather take it easy, than force what's on its way to me.."
--Nikka Costa: Like a Feather.
current mood: calm
current music: Nothing, FoO!
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